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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Baby and family went to malaysia this morning and they won't be back for one whole week. :'( I hope the week passes by quickly, please. I don't feel much energetic when i woke up today, i hope i will later in the day. Will be meeting over at Marinne's house to slack. Haha, but i'm very lazy to like prepare myself yet. :/ Ok, update more probably in the night.  French Horn Section. Farah and Firdaus. So proud of you guys. :)  <3 Went to school to hand up circular skirt. Thank God xorex is open! So yea printed part of my journal and did binding for it, bloody cost me $10.50. And seriously, one of the auntie is damn irritating. She even bind my A4 envelopes upside down, like what the hell. Who also knows i put the envelop inside because i want to put things inside right?! She actually bind it upside down so is like when i hold it upright the things will drop la. Zzz i'm freaking lazy to say her cos its not like this is the first time she did things like that. So i took it out and do it myself. I'm not making it big, just complaining la. So sorry. So am glad that finally got an A for the assignment, but i guess overall would be only a B+ at most. :( Well.. So after that took bus to tamp interchange and meet Marinne at the MRT. Met Jessie at Tanjong Pagar and find our way to Singapore Conference Hall. In the end, we reached quite early anyway. I just felt kinda out of place and lost when i no longer a part of the band. So many faces we had not seen before. Feels weird. No longer have the feeling of working hard to achieve an award anymore. I missed crying together when we won or did not won anything. I know i sounded crazy but yea seriously i can't turn back time. Those were just memories i would always want to keep with me. The time we felt disappointed because we only got COP, the time we felt so happy and glad that we finally break the 'egg' and obtained our very first bronze award ever for East Spring Secondary. I miss times when Mr Ng scolded us even for the slightest things during practices, i miss practicing, i miss my french horn juniors not forgetting Abdillah when we also 'quarrel' and getting on my nerves at times. :') I miss my french horn too. I miss the sound, the touch, the special feeling. :( I bet all the alumni felt the same way too. I can only say time passed too fast to even notice. But still, congrats to ESMB for obtaining their very first Silver ever. I hope the 'someone' won't say that Band is still a recreational CCA anymore when she don't even know how much hard work we have to put in and all we got is just her stupid comments. But well, hard work pays off. Hope ESMB can climb even higher and probably work towards a Gold for the next SYF yea! :) I think i won't be back there to support by then because i won't even know more than 2 people whom i know by then. Haha. Ok back to today, so caught their performance and i think they improved a lot. I really like their choice piece 'Sun dancing'. I had lots of surprises while listening. :) Went Starbucks to chill before the results. Lol kinda regretted because i just spent my remaining money on it. :z Caramel Frappe and oreo cheesecake. <3 So yea results out and i think St. Gabriel is damn cute. All the boys just cheered damn loudly, did stunts even, one even shake all the judges' hands. Haha. Totally classic, its still playing inside my head. Went off after that, back to tampines. Nothing much, planning to do tie-dye shirt in school on thursday :) Hopefully the print shop is like open. Might want to sew another skirt for ourselves. Decided to go over to my house. On the way, some herbalife people wanted to do a survey so yea we agreed. Measured our weight and stuffs. Quite cool, lol like a mini health checkup. So i think i'm like underweight because i'm 18 already. My weight now is like 40.5kg, ideal weight should be 45kg because i have small bones haha. So yea in the end of course they intro their dont know what product la. Lol. No monehhhh so bye bye. But i think i need to get some vitamins that can like help in a way or so to grow fat, i can't take it anymore. Because Marinne and I were like broke so we went to the ntuc near my house to buy mian xian, meatballs, veggie and tofu planning to cook for dinner. In the end, my mum did the cooking haha. But anyway although its just like plain noodles but it was rather filling and i kinda like eating it. :) Thanks to Marinne's idea. And yea, hopefully i will feel happy because my holiday had officially started! Gathering, movies, pool, basketball, starbucks, ice-skating, sing K?! Ok quite a wordy post. :/ Bye then. Important to you no more? Monday, March 30, 2009
Yo! Completed my journal like finally, it took me so much time my goodness. Was supposed to meet the pig but... so yea spent time at home doing my stupid journal. I don't know if xorex is open tomorrow since tomorrow is the start of the holiday. Ahh, should try out my printer again? Zzzz. Watching I-Robot now :) But most of the time i wasn't concentrating. Haha. My mum made durian cream puffs today, haha damn nice because its DURIAN. OMG CAN'T RESIST. LOL! Seriously, my favourite fruit! So yea, going to school to do fitting and marking of my circular skirt and yes! Its holidays! I had been looking forward for this day. Like finally. :DDDD After that, will be meeting the girls and heading to Singapore Concert Hall to support ESMB. Thanks Desmond and people for queuing on our behalf. Ok update tomorrow, hopefully with pictures! Byeeeeeeeeee! Sunday, March 29, 2009
Haha again its like in the middle of the night. Had been doing my journal for hours and i'm tired already. I don't like to put the process big big, it makes the journal look weird. But whatever, she prefer that way. So yea, yesterday we finally finished sewing our circular skirt. Double yay! No time for dinner so went to eat Mac after we finished chionging. Walking from tp to Mac can really die, maybe because i'm feeling realllyyyyy hungry. That explained why the mc chicken is like damn tasty LOL. Chatted with Meva like nobody's business lol. Until we realised that it was 11.40pm. :/ So we make our way back to tp bus stop to check if we still have last bus to take. Lucky us, or else i might consider walking home instead of taking a cab. And had insomia, i couldn't get to sleep until like 4am. What's wrong? I kept tossing on my bed, drank a cup of apple juice but no help, continue tossing on bed until bth then can sleep. I pray it won't happened again, it feels bad. So regarding today, did nothing much interesting. Finally, saw my niece after so many days. She just took a cloth and keep cleaning the floor and chairs. I can't help but laugh at her. Lol! The rest of the day, i just sticked my eyes on my computer. Watched 'Love Or Bread', love joe. But prefer him in 'It Started With A Kiss', the act cool him. <3 Halfway, Gary reminded me to turn off the lights because its Earth Hour. (8.30pm) I think quite a lot of people don't know about it when i looked out of my window. So yea worked in the darkness for an hour. Rather tedious with light. I can't continue for my journal already. Brain dead. Bye. Thursday, March 26, 2009
Blah! Feeling tired now. Reached home at around 10+pm, made me feel like i stayed back for nothing. Like so oh my god. Didn't have proper dinner, wanted to buy cup noodles from the vending machine but what the hell no chopsticks!!!! They should really think of a solution for this man. So i end up buying mars bar and a packet of pillows. Roll hemming is like damn difficult to do, i'm going to touch up tomorrow. Going to school earlier tomorrow i think. Zzzzz. I'm thinking of my journal now, haven't start yet and i plan to like print in school because my printer quality sucks. -.- Such a waste of money to print in school. Wanted to print tomorrow initially, now i think its kinda impossible la. Unless, i stay back in school to like chiong finish. Or i print on monday, haha procrastinating. My eyelids are closing, but man i need to start my journal sooooooooon! Bye! Zzzz very sian because i need to prepare for school like now. Who knows what time will i be in school till. Ahh! Bye!  Feeling damn bored so decided to play a fool. No idea why is there a flash when there isn't any. Well whatever. School was still the same, continue sewing our circular skirt and i noticed the fabric doesn't drape nicely. :/ Probably due to the material. Did unpicking like quite a number of times because i sew onto the zipper and so on. Stayed back to do waistband but only managed to iron the width down. I'm right now left with the waistband and the hemming, ok plus journal. Anyway submission is on next monday when our holiday finally start! But still have to make a trip down to hand in journal and skirt, followed by fitting and all. I hope it end early so i could make it to catch ESMB perform for SYF. Had been turning in late these days that made it a habit, i know it's bad but even right now i don't feel like sleeping. Like yesterday night, might be the stupid tummy ache or what that made me tossed and turned the whole night and only slept at like 3am. Bad bad bad. Ok, i shall try to sleep after this. Bye. Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Ok again blogging in the middle of the night. Lol, and damn i'm like having a tummy ache now or rather for the past half and hour. :/ It had been for days since i kept having tummy ache. Probably is the food i ate that made me too heaty. Ah and am quite disappointed with my grade for pleated skirt. Only got a B+ :( And again because of journal. Pictures are too small for her and yea my printer sucks! Ok no use complaining right now, gonna work hard for my circular skirt then. So after sewing the in seam pocket, went over to baby's house for dinner but ate only at 10+ pm. Jessie made me feel like buying books to read, haha. Ok on the other hand, i can't wait for holidays. Ahh like design school damn sad only have 3 weeks of holidays while the rest have more than 1 month. I want to do some shopping when holidays come, but where can i get nice items. Far East and Bugis is getting from bad to worse. First, the prices are like anyhow quote and stuffs. :/ How sad? Byeeeeeeeee! Tuesday, March 24, 2009
And again, the time now is 12.51am and going on. This time i'm not rushing my work. :D Handed in my journal. Ok, did missed out certain details and i can't do anything now so yea. :/ But i swear its not going to be another C+ work! !@#$%^& wishful thinking of mine thinking that i can hand up a brief journal and add on more another time. But it seems (i almost typed seams, omg) like her 'add on' is not my kind of 'add on'. Damn sad. Freaking C+ that pull down my grade to B. Ahhh, haha ok enough complaining. Ok and today, i planned to wake up at 10am to do my half-sized pattern and to draft my circular skirt. Haha, as i expected. I kept snoozing my hp alarm. From 10am to 10.30..... only willing to wake up at 11.15am. Then i started to feel gan-chiong about not able to finish my work and ahaha being late for class. So yea, lesson was supposed to like start at 1pm, i reached school at around 1.10pm. Went to canteen to meet Meva and headed to class. Reached, to our shock its like no one was there. (???) So in the end the lesson start only at 5pm. HAHAHA like wow. Spent hours in school, slowly drafting my circular skirt, add on things to my journal and most importantly i sew my first ever pouch. LOL! Ok seems like i'm making it like some big thing, but i must say damn fun. And hello, say hello to my pouch. I can now put in my 'always missing in my big big bag ezlink card' in it so i won't always cant find it when i take bus. Plus the fabric quite smooth, i like! Stay back after class to layout and cut fabric for circular skirt. Followed by the sewing pouch feeling again. Its like very addictive to me. So yea i spent the time to sew a handphone pouch for Meva's not yet purchased N97 phone. Haha, but it doesn't turn out as nice as my first pouch. :> Lol. Ok then i went home for dinner. And just ate some pizza my mum made. :) Now, i'm going to sleep already. Bye Bye! Monday, March 23, 2009
Almost ki-siao chionging my journal and i finally finished it like not long ago and the time now is 2.15am. Zzzz i don't really feel sleepy but just sick about doing my work. And God, i'm not done yet! I still have 2 small master plan to do (thinking that i will do it later in the morning when i wake up) :/ and i haven't draft my circular skirt yet. Haha good job right?! So yea i'm going to sleep like right after blogging this. My parents have been nagging at me not sleeping early and thus resulting me becoming thinner and thinner. Zzz, really meh? I WANT TO GROW FAT! (I wish i have waffles and hotdogs for breakfast tmr!) Ok la bye bye. Sunday, March 22, 2009
Hellooooooooooooo! Boring afternoon slacking at home. Slept until 2pm hehe because yesterday slept at 3am. Ok i know is excuse. HAHAHA! You know, i just lazed on my bed very lazy to wake up you know you know? Lol! So, started to do illustration for drafting. Damn troublesome. Continued just now. Almost done. :D So met Marinne in the evening for movie. Watched 'Coming Soon', wooo but i prefer shutter still. I hate it when you watch the movie halfway, the person behind just kick or knock on your seat trying to scare you. Zzz so stupid. Probably in past i will scare the shit out of me la, but hello i now steady liao hor. LOL! Arcade again, Mac cafe and chat chat chat! <33 Oh pop corn make me sick now. Ewwww, but i'm hungry now la how? Sleep lor hor. Lol. Who has illustrator and photoshop software for mac? :/ (random) Ok la, bye bye. Saturday, March 21, 2009
Kinda feel quite fed up when my mum just came back and started to nag. Ah, forget it. School start at 5pm today. Continue to finish my pleated skirt. I'm quite happy because its like finally done! Left with the journal. I don't think i have the mood to do now la. Did some note thingy that Chiamin tagged me on facebook. Always got qns like' what's you favourite ____', haha i kept thinking and i dont really have an idea. I don't really have a favourite ____. Or probably, i'm someone who couldn't make decisions and is always very indecisive. I rather people to decide for me. :/ Chanced upon some random blogs of people i dont even know, just made me more depressed. Marriage, money, jealousy, selfishness seems to be everywhere. It just made me see the ugly side of us, human. Again and again. Wednesday, March 18, 2009
 Wooo, so i'm very lazy to go to school earlier to do my sewing although there isn't official class today. So i slept till 1.30pm and i like it! :D Reached school around 3pm. Feeling so out of place when you slacked at home until 2pm plus going 3pm and you have to go to school. Like so boring. I realised it was already 4pm and i was still stuck pinning the yoke onto my front skirt. Like gosh, wasted 1 whole hour just to do that. (Because, i kept making myself confused and yea i pinned them wrong more than 2 times. HAHA!) So yea continue pinning, sewing, not satisfied with it, unpick threads and sew again, iron but realised that once you bring it back to school tomorrow, it will be crumpled anyway. LOL. But felt relieved and glad when i finished doing my stuffs, more to come though. Haha, as for hiphop 2, i actually just remembered that Marinne and I had not sign up for it yet. Lol, and it actually start this friday. Time passed damn fast. I missed those time when we practiced dance together at the open space. Haha, remember those time? Waiting for some call now. :////////////// Still waiting! Monday, March 16, 2009
Went to school at 1pm, class only started about 1.30pm. :/ Continue to do drafting of front skirt, the yoke is irritating. Cut lining, gonna sew tomorrow. Oh and just then i was cutting notches for my pleats and yea, i over cut! Damn, now i have to recut the fabric! Lol, luckily, it will only take awhile, but its a waste of fabric. Hahaha, i feel like sewing my own things like bags and stuffs, damn fun! But i'll need to hunt for some nice fabrics. Too bad i don't have a sewing machine at home. :/ Quite sian now. There isn't official class tomorrow but definitely have to go to school and so sewing and stuffs. It had been a long day for us today, hopefully tomorrow will be better! :) Saturday, March 14, 2009
Feeling rather bored now. I think i didn't really do anything today? Went to find baby, and yea he slept like almost the whole afternoon. Zzzzzzzzz psp kills time. Man, feel like doing something but don't know what to do. Haha, ok contradicting ya? Tomorrow's sunday already. Monday will come soon, which mean school. Feeling abit sian ah. Ok shall play Dj max and crazy taxi. Bye. Friday, March 13, 2009
I knew its not going to be a good day for me ever since it started raining damn heavily in the afternoon. Only got a B for my basic skirt overall, all because of my journal. :( Gonna buck up for my pleated skirt. Did drafting today again, times when i do drafting until rather fed up. But oh well, i managed to get by. I would rather prefer sewing. Planned to go to the IT fair tomorrow but now my mum is telling me that we might not be going because she's scared of the crowd and that she need to accompany my grandma to buy things. :( And again, everything seems to go haywire. What's wrong? Wednesday, March 11, 2009
     Wooo! Finally done sewing my stupid basic skirt. Its really very frustrating when i'm sewing halfway and the stupid sewing machine just sort of died on me. I don't know why but it always have problem when i thread it. So i kept on threading and threading but still doesn't work. LOL, ok its like damn obvious its my problem right? So, i just use other machine. Another thing is that you need to unpick everything when there's one part that you sew off the straight line. :( But anyway haha, was damn lucky today. Will be learning how to draft a pleated skirt tomorrow. :/ Don't really like pleated skirts leh. Lol, ok whatever. I almost forgot that i still need to print a picture for my journal. Hehehe, ok i'm going to have my supper; Meegoreng. (reminds me of the stupid ice milo godzilla i bought yesterday, damn disgusting. -__-) Bye! Tuesday, March 10, 2009
 Oh man, i'm like doing my stupid journal for my basic skirt for App. Zzz time really passed very fast, but i don't seemed to do a lot leh. Trace the stupid master plan using illustrator and yea i hate using it. Its so troublesome although it makes my master plan look neater in a way or so. I ate some pumpkin cake my mum steamed just now and i'm hungry again! AHHHH! Oh well as for today, went over to Arab street to buy our cloth for pleated and circular skirts. Didn't really saw any designs/patterns/colours that i like :/ So i just bought some random one, hopefully when they are sewn they will look nice so i will wear. :D Jiayou, Meva. We were very suay because it rained rather heavily when we were choosing our cloths. Before that, when we were on our way to Arab street, there was a very strong wind blowing towards us and a lot of leaves just flew towards us. And i was like kena slapped by the leaves on my face. LOL! Like a Singapore 'typhoon' yea like 'real' Haha! And yea the whole day is like damn cold. Ok, its pretty obvious i'm losing focus on my journal uh? Lol, i think i will just chiong tomorrow. God knows what time will i finish sewing my skirt and then go back home to chiong this stupid journal. Feeling rather tired right now. I know i still have pictures overdue. Post them up when i'm free but i'll just post one right now. :) Cheer up! I hope tomorrow will be a better day! Monday, March 09, 2009
Hello everyyyyybodeyyyyyy! Went out with Marinne today. Accompanied her for Long John while i eat the durian cake she bought for me. (yummmmey) Haha so sweet! Went over to Marina Square for Marley & Me. It was indeed a nice show, at least for me. I don't have dogs yea but i feel sad when Marley was dead. But well, overall it was a nice show. :) Played arcade, Bishi Bashi. I really react very slow. LOL! Next, was fascinated by the 'Catch toy toy thingy'. We almost got it everytime we tried! Like damn suay. But when i won my little elmo, we really laughed like nobody business. Its really damn damn lucky till i can't believe it. Dinner at foodcourt. Wasn't really nice or rather appetizing so we didn't finish our food but yet felt bloated. After dinner, we went outside to take pictures. I think it had been quite some time since we last took photos. :) But i'll post tomorrow, hopefully because i want to go to bed after this. Slacked and had our sundae at Macdonald's and home! :) Awwww, school tomorrow~ Have to make a trip down to Arab street to buy some fabrics for my skirts. :/ Ok i better sleep now. Bye! Saturday, March 07, 2009
  Haha thanks people who wished me. :) Celebrated right on the dot with my parents. Mocha choco cake, not bad but how i wished it was a durian cake! Haha next year then. :) Day started off going Seoul Garden with Benny and company. Shin Yee, Ruixian and I were treated because all our birthday are of 2 days difference. As usual, fishballs, tofu are my favourite. LOL. Ok that's the reason why i always waste my money for buffet and stuffs like that. Very sweet for the cake. Haha quite unusual becos' we were told to only blow 1 candle. Lol, not bad all got skills. :D Abit sian-ed when we have to go back to school for lessons. But it was fun so nevermind. Seriously, sewing is damn fun! Sew a mini component for a skirt yesterday. Quite satisfied with myself (as in my sewing skills). Haha, first time in my life i sew okay?! But still thanks to Wilson and classmates for guiding me along. :D After App, went over to baby's house. Ok was indeed some surprises. Lol, unusual to stare at the psp and play Djmax for hours? Haha. Cutting of cake again but this time with baby and Jessie. :) Thanks. Followed by supper at 85, went home after that nearing 1 am. So later will be meeting my same old clique at 4pm. Update soon. Zzzz its going to rain. Sunday, March 01, 2009
Oh man, i'm still not yet started with my journal and portfolio! HAHAHA i knew it. I'm very good at delaying, you know. Somemore, it's raining now. The more i feel like lying on the bed and watch tv but i doubt there's any nice progammes? Lol, whatever. Ok hehe hopefully i'll get started after blogging. :D Haha oh yea, i'm still rather disappointed not able to go for the study trip to London-Paris during my holidays. It's like my dream country to visit. :( But oh well, i don't want to use my parent's money just to gain that experience. I'd rather use the money in Singapore for long term use (Like hiphop2..), so i'll take it easy. :) It seems that my blog is like lacking pictures right? But seriously, i'm too lazy haha. So yea, i'll upload another time. Feeling kinda hungry right now, shall go and have some bites. Bye! It had been so long but yet unable to forget. |
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