Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Wenhui, 060391 angella_shin_zsu@hotmail.com hits Online Users Speak Listen MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com Exits Alan Amanda Benny Cassandra ChiaMin Edwyna Evelyn Fiona Gary Huifang Jiaqi Macus Marinne Maisurah PeiZhen Shin Yee Vanessa Xiaoyun Yvonne Archives March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 August 2010 November 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, February 29, 2008 Ha, so sian now. Kinda tired, i think its because of the long hours chionging audition. Nevermind, back to today. Was sleeping and Huifang called me to tell me about a job at Ubi. So i got ready and met her and her mum on the bus. Heard that we will be printing cards? They didn't really say properly though. But when i think about going all the way to Ubi to work abit sian diao lor. Lol. Dont even know if they will contact us. Haha. Nevermind. (: So after interview, went over to Tampines Mall & Century Square to see if there's job available. Ya, most of the shops are hiring people above 18. I still prefer office hours. More life compared to Sales. x.x Bought a handphone pouch? I dont know how to describe la. Just like that $12.90 gone. After that, went down to NTUC accompanied Huifang to buy something. On the way back, saw ney when he's having his lunch break. Lol. (: Lol, Swensens will only be open in the mid April. Awwwww. I cant wait la. My Fish&Chips waiting for me. HA! Tempting tempting. One day i will be there! And and and and i hope there's gonna be gathering for the class lol. I miss everyone! Thats all then. Byeeeeee. Thursday, February 28, 2008 i wish Well, nothing special. I slept at 3am yesterday night and woke up at 3pm this afternoon. Maybe sleeping would stop me from thinking what to do for the rest of day. And, my mum is sick. Accompanied her to the doctor together with my dad. Hope that she's gonna be fine soon. I really dont know what to do now lor. So bored. I want to go shop but have not enough money liao. Ahhh ): And i wanna go to the beach also. Lol. Well? Nevermind, i shall go watch Hong Kong serial shows together with my mum now. Bye. nss!w! ): Wednesday, February 27, 2008 Erm, just the same for today. Didnt go out or whatever, slacked at home watch tv and use the com. Super no life eh. Im so bored that im back to using facebook again. (despite the 130plus application/quizzes invitations) Lol. So im doing lots of quizzes everyday. But i really hate it when it requires to invite friends for almost every application added ah. Kind of annoying leh. I feel like going for roller blading, cycling, ice-skating, movies, girls talk, outings! Haha! Im listeing to perfect10 currently. Now playing: CRANK DAT (SOULJA BOY) Soooooo sian, ney is still working. )): Ok, i think im gonna stop here then. Off to watch '原来我不帅' ! Bye. Monday, February 25, 2008 LOL! Look carefully at the picture. Ya, she's my niece. Haha, i dont know why she points her middle finger while sleeping. HAHA! Eh, i kinda cant wait for school now. April dont know what date ah. Still very long sia. Im so happy that a lot of my friends and ney are in TP! Lol. Its kinda late to say all these, but i just want to mention it now. Hah. Im so gonna own Mr Heng WeePing upon him going to attend school earlier. LOL! Say i evil la. Hehehe. Ok la this is enough, lol. Later karma. :O (who ask you to be so crude at my tagboard! lol.) PS: And im waiting for my Fish&Co. treat leh. Ah yes. Im currently waiting for Corinne to tell me when she's free. She seems busy. I dont know when we can really go out man. Aw. Ok im hungry now, still waiting for my parents to be back so i can have some food. And...they are back now. Alright, bye! :D Sunday, February 24, 2008 Ah, im bored so im here again. Lol. I seriously dont know what happened to my handphone. But i suspect the problem lies with the SIM card. I didn't know thats there is something wrong until ney called my house just now. Made me unable to meet him in the afternoon thinking that he might be sleeping. Oh well. ): Parents are back home now. Bye. Erm, what a day for me. Just like the days that i had been staying at home, finding something to do. Did nothing that is worth to mention today. Just reading some forums. Reflecting on some issues. ): Oh yes, Marinne just suggested to watch 'L' soon. And i so feel like watching right now. Ya, i think im mad! Maybe i just want to go out. Argh. Come on, ask me out. I dont want to stay at home facing the four walls. Im going crazy soon. Or i will be slapping myself soon. Someone who I can run to, who will stay with me when it rains. Saturday, February 23, 2008 Sian ah! Kind of a tired day i should say? But well, fun too. Met the girls in the morning and off we go to Ang Mo Kio. Lol, sad thing to say AMK HUB is kind of boring ah, just that it is spacious. Walk walk, eat eat, talk talk. Haha. After that we took mrt to Novena to shop too. There's nothing much too. So, we decided to go back to Tampines. And we took bus 21 back. The trip is long. And then we went our separate ways. Bus-ed to ney's house. Takeaway fish&chips and eat at his house. Then bought some other food and ney's dad give us a ride back to my house. Stupid leh, im having moodswings. I hate it. Sometimes im thinking if im having too much of an expectation, if it didn't happen like what i hope it will, i will only feel disappointed. Friday, February 22, 2008 Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Yes, again im alone at home. Crap. ): I think i just to force myself to really get used to being alone. So that i wont rely on others too much, you see. And i will be fine doing things by myself without anyone's accompany. Or i wont be able to take it when schools start. Ok back to today. Well, accompanied HuiFang for her job interview at PSA building which is at Harbour Front. (since im super bored at home.) One thing funny was the receptionist. She looked unfriendly, yes very. Fierce ah. Then the person who is supposed interview Huifang came and i dont know why i looked at the receptionist, and guess what? She winked at me! Or perhaps to both of us, as Huifang saw it too. Lol, stunned. *wink* omgomgomgomgomg! After her interview, we went over to Bugis OG to get her heels. And then back to Tampines and finally home. Dinner at grandma's house. Met ney for like errrr a few minutes? I didnt really see his face properly! :{ Nevermind, then yes im home again. I watched Episode 1 of '原来我不帅'. Main lead actor: JJ Lin. I think i still love him. HAHA! Now im addicted to his song which is one of the OST for the show: "期待你的爱". Nice ah. I'm not sure why i cried listening to it just now. Can't believe it. thats's how boring. Ok bye. Thursday, February 21, 2008 ahh Ok, well. It had been final that im in for Apparel Design & Mechandising. (: Shall not make myself feeling so vexed over this issue anymore. Well, yesterday was a very boring day. As usual used the computer in the afternoon. After dinner, went to Tampines Mall go get my new handphone, like finally ah. But i noticed one thing, my old phone is able to work now? Wth. ( old problem ) I didnt trade in though so i still can use it. Hehe. After that, im dragged by my mum to a place i dont want to go. Well, as expected it was super boring la. So i listened to perfect 10 using my cousin's phone. Haha. Then went to Joo Chiat to eat supper. And home! Now, yes im feeling bored, bored, bored. Today is thursday and i had nothing to do. Oh my. Feel like watching the movie: Away From Her. Shall catch it some day. Ok Bye. Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ahhh Ok, like everyone i received MOE sms yesterday morning. Followed by a few sms-es from my friends and classmates. When im informed that i had been posted to Apparel Design, im kinda shocked la. I wonder if its fate or not. When i last submitted my choices, i chose business instead of apparel design for my first choice. Now, i have to make another decision? Actually, i had sort of decided to stay in design already but, my parents wants me to appeal for business. Crap liao, dont know what to do seriously la. Apparel design is my dream, my interest, yet i HAVE to be very successful in order to really strive in this career. I dont know if i can do it. Business is more practical to be said, at least the market that one could do is bigger than apparel design. Now im right back to square one. Ass! And since yesterday night, my damn handphone had been giving me problems. Restarting like no one's business. DAMN! Monday, February 18, 2008 Ah Ahh, posting will be out tomorrow. But im not feeling excited but scared? Well, i just hope the course that im going to, im able to do well in it. So, i shall wish everyone goodluck! Sunday, February 17, 2008 sian diao la SIAN DIAO! Ok. i just reached home not long ago. I think i had done something stupid. -.- Oh well, i shall say later on. My friends (Qiuai, Cassandra, Huifang, HaiHong, Alan, Adrian, Macus, Yi Hao & Si Hao) came over my house today. Can say is bainian or whatever la. First, karaoke session. Next was gambling. (: Had a girls talk in the room. After that, decided to go to YiHao's house but suddenly i felt sooooo sian so i went back home. Kns because i walked to and fro from my house to Tampines Interchange and from Tampines Interchange to my house. 8( Like everyone got activities leh, so i went back home facing the computer right now. Gonna slack at home. Lol, pathetic ah. Well, i think im gonna read the book ' PS, I LOVE YOU ' i borrowed from Qiuai today. Im so gonna buy more story books to keep me occupied. ( for like 1 month plus before school starts ) :{ I wonder where can i go tomorrow. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Just some neoprints take way back on results release day: Ok thats all then. Bye. Friday, February 15, 2008 Ok i had not blog for days. Its hard to recall from now. Lol. I shall just note what i remember doing then. - friends came over my house to bainian, sing karaoke. Lol. - slacking with my friends - buying gifts. - watched movies. Well, yesterday was the most happiest and unforgetable Valentine's Day. (: I wanna thanks ney for the gift and the meal. :D I love you. As for today, met up with Jessie and Cassandra in the afternoon. Walked around Tampines Mall and Century Square. Not long after, headed to 450 to find Qiuai and Huifang. It had been a long time since we 5 girls had gather together. Waiting for the shopping trip on 23rd. (: Slacked awhile at 450, watching the guys play basketball. We did played awhile among ourselves although its kinda 'bu fang bian'. Jessie and I played while wearing heels, while Cassan wore a skirt. Nevermind its a different experience. Lol. ( although my feet kind of hurt now. (: ) Next, took bus back to Tampines Mall. Went to check out Handphones. Back home soon after. Haha, im now addicted to Jay Chou's song uh. Lol. Ok thats it! I pray that im not lying to myself and it will never happen again. Please. Sunday, February 10, 2008 hahaha Yesterday went over to another grandma's house to bainian ah. At first is very boring la, no much people. But once my 2nd aunt's family is here, its like sooooo crowded. Lol. Of course, we gambled. (: Kept losing money at first but later on win back. ( i think so, lol ) Walked home myself around 11.30plus while my parents played mahjiong until 3plus then come home. Then today i overslept by like 20minutes than the time i had planned. So i rushed once i woke up. Prepared myself and set off to ney's house. Lol, very paiseh leh. After that, went over my house for his turn to bainian. Haha! His turn to be paiseh. :DD Then walked to tampines mall together, and go our separate ways. So i went to find Jessie, Qiu Ai and HaiHong at Century Square. Saw Marinne too. So we went around to walk. Dined at Cafe Cartel. Fish&chips again but i still prefer Swensens. HAHAHHA! Too bored so headed to Bugis. Too bad a lot of shops are closed, so it was kinda a wasted trip la. Anyhow walk walk walk lor. Lastly took train back to tampines and walked home! Chinese New Year is superrrrrrrr boring ah. Lol. I just hope i won't feel that way again. Thursday, February 07, 2008 SIAN Ahhhhhh. Happy Chinese New Year! Im feeling totally bored! Anyway this year's new year doesn't look like its new year? Except that the shops were closed. Went for lunch at aunt's house again. Back home, used the com while my parents are dozing off. Zzzzzzzzz. Next, bus-ed to Grandma's house for steamboat again. Soooooo sian ah. So tomorrow i want to sleep longer if i could. { i wonder if my mum gonna drag me out of my bed tomorrow morning. HA! } I think tomorrow's gonna be a boring day except the gambling part. Lol, win win win! (: Now, im alone at home. Its 12.04am. But my parents are playing mahjiong opposite at my grandmother's house. Ah ok then bye. Wednesday, February 06, 2008 haha HAHA! Yes im enjoying the lovely drink; peach tea. Im addicted to it already lol. Ok. Well, this afternoon went over the next block where my aunt lives at, to have our lunch. Went back home, catch some sleep. Then cab to sengkang to have our reunion dinner at my granny's house. Hah, as usual steamboat. :D Tomorrow will be going over there as well. Now i still dont feel the atmosphere for Chinese New Year leh. And it's like tomorrow? Errrrr. Nevermind, got angbao to take so don't need to think too much. Erm, im still thinking about shopping. Who's free to shop?? Ha. Ok la, i just stop here because im irritated by my stupid blocked nose. x.x I shall let baby charmaine end the post. (: Tuesday, February 05, 2008 :D Helloooooo. Lol. Not a boring day la. First, my parents woke me up with their so super loud voices. And prepared myself and went Century Square to collect my pay. :D Next i went over to Raffles to help out. Time passed very fast la. (its like i worked for 4& half hours only la) HAHA! Lol, and i still dont like the feeling to squeeze with ALOT of people in the train. But too bad that time is knock-off time. Now, im waiting for my mum to tabao my fish&chips back. Hopefully the stall is still open if not i will go hungry. But, im really hungry now lor. I realised i want to buy many things. Like the list is neverending. (: I want to buy: A sony vaio laptop/ apple macbook, An ipod or whatever that has good sound system, A nice wallet, A nice bag. Now that i have my pay, i will get somethings first but its none of the above. (unless i have some extra left HA.) I still haven't thought of what to buy leh. Aiya, no more Fish&Chips liao la. Maggi liao. TT Bye. Miss you boy. Monday, February 04, 2008 my angel? Er, kinda stupid day? Hah, oh well. Not happy to have to get my ass of the bed this morning. Haha. Had carrotcake for breakfast, somehow i like eating it already. Maybe it will be my very next favourite food. (: Because im really very sick and tired of those food in the round market already. Next took Mrt all the way to Yio Chu Kang. Some person told my mum to alight at Yio Chu Kang and take a 10-15 minutes walk to the Apple Service Center. Reached Yio Chu Kang, asked someone for directions and we were told that the center is like quite far? Like it will definitely take more than 10-15minutes to reach. -_- So we took cab over. Seriously, its quite far can. Ok, the security guards are very fierce. Waited for a couple of minutes and the person told us that the ipod is working well and probably the problem lies with our lousy computer. Hah. Wasted trip. Regreted to come all the way to Yio Chu Kang. Cabbed to Bishan; Junction8 to shop. It was kind of big la but nothing much actually. Next, took Mrt back to Tampines and went to Grandma's house for dinner. Tomorrow, im working at Raffles Place. (just for tomorrow.) Hoping to get my pay tomorrow too. (: Maybe one of this days go shopping alone. Shall see how then. Thats all for today. Are you here with me, my angel? Sunday, February 03, 2008 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh Was listening to the song 'Teardrops On My Guitar' for quite a number of times. The song is really very nice, but very sad too. Heres the lyrics. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see. i love you Ok. Back to updating. Now that im using my computer im playing songs in the living room? But i really like the sound system out there. Had been slacking with Chiamin these days, meeting Marinne to talk. (thanks girl) Went to catch 'The Mist' with ney and friends yesterday night. Gross and er.. stupid ending. Reached home around 12am. Tomorrow will be accompanying my mum to Ang Mo Kio to have her ipod serviced. Shopping too. Think im falling sick again, had flu in the morning but now healed. But my body is feeling tired, guess its because of the weather. Thats all then. Fear. Friday, February 01, 2008 Yes i believe but i just dont know how to tell you. I hope you will see this. And we will never talk about it anymore.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay